Disorder

Andrew John Wheatley is on hold.

I meant this as an idle Facebook update, but it can also be taken in a wider context. Everything is on hold; waiting for my answer, waiting to start again... Deep.

I'm listening to Disorder by Joy Division on repeat- Its about 7 times in a row now.

FEELING




FEELING!

Tomorrow

Friday

9amwalk
10amjobsearch
12nooncalllandlord
12nooncallunipol
12nooncalltax
2pmbeginmy*triumphant*returntoillustration

Saturday

1pmbeginwritingpostcards

^to everyone!

3pmfootball
5pmdrinking~

Truth

These aren't just words, this is a happening... Give me truth.

Collide

Collide- Beat Happening

Rough Bunnies

Balz Came And Went

Why?

So many people I admire will never know I exist- I'm working on it though ... Maybe I need to look harder at whats in front of me, instead of becoming infatuated with far away people and places. I hate the transition I'm in, It makes me miserable... I need to reach the other side, I hope I don't miss this when I'm there.

...

Dear Nora - When You Write A Bad Song

Hey!

Andrew:

hey!

this is important! and pathetic! (my speciality)

3/4

Three matches in four days, On Wednesday it will be four in six ... My body aches, at 21:46 I was falling asleep to a song I wrote.

I'm too scared to sleep of missing you /// That won't mean anything to anyone but me.

Maybe

Maybe haircut pictures will pad this out a little! Later though, its bedtime now...

But thats not all...

"I can no longer hide, immerse myself in it until it covers my eyes and ears... There's nothing to block out the noise; just let it wash over you and admit to mistakes or guilt, forgive yourself. If you hide from them, they creep out of your chest and torment you... You'll look away, but they fill up the air and cloud the sky."

Well, a little dramatic don't you think?

Admit and accept responsibility, grow strong...

Andrew Wheatley and Os Mutantes, everything is possible ---

// I feel like I swallowed some of the light, my chest burns with feeling.

Sabbatical

So, the sabbatical is going well- The man I know falls in love too easily, the latest is the most impossible ever ... He'll never change it, but will he wait?

I'm going

Please don't read my stuff when I'm gone.

I'm going away for a month, you can all go through my stuff now.

K Skoog

Skoog thinks he's a genius, but really he's just weird and lazy...